Sunday, March 30, 2008

Weekend

What a wonderful weekend it was. I (Steph) went to Women of Faith Conference for the 1st time (Fri. 28th and Sat. 29th). We had wonderful speakers. Some of our speakers, Praise and Worship singer were Nicole Johnson, Max Lucado, Sheila Walsh, Patsy Clairmont, Sandi Patty, Nicole C. Mullen, Marilyn Meberg, and Luci Swindoll. They were all great.

When I got home I just had something pulling at my heart and I was not sure what it was. That really bothered me. Well, Sunday night I got home from the 5:00pm church service and was making supper and during the time we were making supper of course we had the usual fighting going on where Big A would find something about Little A to pick at. Little A was upstairs helping me and Blondie making homemade pizza's and Big A wanted Little A downstairs playing. So I said to Big A that Little A is just fine up here with us. He is not bothering you. So we got into this big argument. But man do I feel good letting it ALL out and saying my piece. But something was still pulling at my heart. I felt like I needed to be honest with everyone and have NO secrets. So after supper I and Blondie were down stairs watching TV and I confronted her with her being a biological daughter to me but not to Big A. Big A had adopted her after birth. Found all the paper work and left her read it. I told Blondie that I made a mistake when I was young but I would never go back a redo it. Because God gave me her for a reason. I want her to be in my life. Blondie did very well. She has not asked a lot of questions but I think that is coming. It needs to soak in. My heart feels so lifted. I would love to have everyone pray for Blondie while she is processing all of this and that I may have the answers that she is looking for if and when she ask any questions.

God Bless Everyone!!!

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